Klimie's Gift

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Sorry for my dear sweet cousin, Klimie, who I apparently forgot to put on my Christmas list and who apparently noticed the absence of her name. I'd like to give her what she wants most right now - that would be Edward from Twilight - but they haven't discovered that kind of magic that brings book characters to life and make them fall in love with you yet and she has tons of clothes already (she shops on her lunch breaks!) so I really don't know what to get her. Maybe if she takes a week off work and flies to LA from London to visit me, her favorite cousin, then she can pick out the gift herself. Hint hint!

Neutral Colors

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Renei of Gray Veins, who is of course my "personal shopper and stylist", got me this cute gray mini skirt and the black shirt. I'm usually a color person but recently I've been wearing lots of neutral colors. I've grown fond grays which is weird coz I never really used to own anything gray.

Thoughts of Looming Late Twenties

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So there I am, donning my favorite gray cardi and my new plaid shirt which my bestfriend gave me, and as usual, my mind is brimming with thoughts about things that could never be. Soon enough, my mom rudely pulls me out of my happy land and asks me if I wanted a party for my coming birthday. I stop, not knowing what to say.

The truth is that it completely slipped out of my mind that I'm having my birthday in a few days. I haven't even really thought about how I wanted to spend it. I guess it is true that as you get older, you are less inclined to get excited about the day you officially get a year older.

I never really thought I would become one of those women who worry about their age. My previous stance was to never worry about the prospect of getting old. Yet here I am, grappling with the fact that I am about to be 26, career-less still and with tons of unfinished lists in my hands - booklist, music list, travel list, list of languages I want to learn, list of things I want to do.

At this rate, I'm beginning to think I'm completely incapable of making something of myself. It's like I'm waiting to be some place wonderful so I can finally start my life when the fact is that my life had already started and I had horribly put up a wall against it. As a rule of life, it's a trap that many people fall into. Though, again, I never thought I'd be one of them.

I am a bit rattled. I think it is high time for me to stop dreaming of sweeping oceans and start sailing them instead.

Folk-lores

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I'm listening to folk music right now and I'm feeling a bit nostalgic and longing for some small town tranquility and romanticism. Nobody loves big cities more than I do but they can get a little exhausting to live in at times. How I'd give anything just to see the red and gold of New England right now. I miss autumn in New England. It calms me down. It's like folk music. If there's one thing I love about USA, it is its good ol' contemporary folk rock music. Ooh I can listen to Ryan Adams, Jeff Buckley, Elliot Smith and Josh Ritter all day. There's something about their music that relaxes me and makes me want to stop and smell the scent of the earth (although, admittedly, that sounds weird).

If you'd like to listen to some great music, check out the soundtrack from House, M.D. (the tv show with Hugh Laurie as House). It features some really cool stuff.

Gilt Groupe Sample Sales

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Marc By Marc Jacobs Sample Sale is tomorrow, December 18 at 12pm EST.

Renei's A Genius

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My bestest bestfriend Renei bought me this plaid dress. She is a genius! I am in love! This dress is soooo me. I especially love the big ribbon on its side. I think this is the first time I've worn these t-strap pumps I got from 2 years ago.

Note: Please do not pay attention to my mom's messy closet.

Guitar Hero!!!

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We finally got our Guitar Hero World Tour last Sunday! So happy! I figured since my wonderful friend Ken, who promised to teach me how to play the drums, is not about to make good of his promise anytime soon; I'll just practice with Guitar Hero. It's not the real deal but it'll do for now until I can afford such lessons.

9 More Days To Go...

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On my way to Best Buy with mom and Joey to get Guitar Hero World Tour

It's the holidays. I can actually see and feel it now - from the houses adorned with Christmas lights and decors and the cold weather we are having here in LA (Finally! Overdue much?) to the excited chatter of kids talking about what they think they're getting from Santa come Christmas morning and the amount of cash the adults are practically throwing out to shops for gifts. 9 more days to go... and I haven't even done my Christmas shopping yet!
Here's the stuff I still need to buy:
  1. Toys for Joey
  2. iPod Touch for Renei
  3. a cute something for Lia (Put it this way... I'll know when I see it!)
  4. another cute something for Sara
  5. Christmas cards

Hmm... not bad. I can get those in one day.

Going Vintage

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Friday was my mom's company's Christmas party and I was having a case of nostalgia so I decided to put together something vintage-looking.

I got this pretty 70s skirt from Francesca a.k.a ThirteenEightyFive, who sells wonderful stuff on Etsy.com. Sooo crazy about it!


Flower headband from Icing By Claire's, mint green vintage-looking top borrowed from Lia,
cotton tights from Forever 21, baby dolls from ebay.com (i think)


Flower headband from Icing By Claire's, pink cardigan from Pink Ice,
belt stolen from my mom's closet, bag from H&M, cotton tights from Forever 21,
baby dolls from ebay.com (i think)

Martinis and Tequilas All Around

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Last week had been full of final exams to pass and school projects to submit; very, very hectic. On top of that, I had two early Christmas parties I need to attend. And while I'm not one to pass on free drinks (which, of course, I didn't), I think my brain is quite dehydrated from all the liquor and cigarettes I had consumed. I know for sure that I had been for the past six days, mental even. So you really cannot blame me for going to Thursday's party channeling Madonna during her Like A Virgin days. But whatever. I still liked my outfit.


Flower headband from Icing By Claire's, Monday necklace from my cousin Kala, beads from the Philippines, black party dress from H&M,
knee high tights from Target, black pumps (not pictured) from Charlotte Russe

I seem to have formed some sort of attachment to this paper plate. Wierd.

Going Out to Shop

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Blue top from Old Navy 2 years ago; Monday charm necklace from my cousin Kala in London;
beads for the Philippines; skirt from a shop in Charleston, SC; tights from H&M; t-strap pumps from Ebay.

Short, Random Thoughts on Twilight and Rob Pattinson

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The Twilight movie does get better the second time around.... It's less uncomfortable the second time you watch it, I think. I guess the first time I saw it, I kept wanting to give Robert Pattinson some acting classes. Not that his lack of acting ability changes how adorable, charming and endearing he is. Let's face it. The man cannot transform himself into the Edward we all know, love and worship for the life of him but he does have the power to make us smile when he smiles, laugh when he laughs and melt whenever he does that hair combing thing with his hand. My, my, my. I think we are all doomed to waste away longing for this man.

Bringing Back the Classics

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This week has not been very productive for me. I've been lazier than usual since I came back from San Francisco, actually.

I have been watching a few classical movies lately on TCM On Demand, which we may consider a part of my unending self-education:
  • Wuthering Heights (1970, Timothy Dalton and Anna Calder-Marshall)
  • Roberta (1935, Irene Dunne and Fred Astaire)
  • The Bishop's Wife (1947, Cary Grant)

Dreaming of Wuthering Heights

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Wuthering Heights, First Edition. Title Page. Photo from Wikipedia.org.

Though I didn’t really completely understood Emily Bronte’s Wuthering Heights the first time I read it, its first few pages which I can only describe as ghastly and the passionate yet turbulent relationship between Catherine and Healthcliff, which is much like the raging winds of Northern England, had ignited my fascination for the dark, the dreary, and the heavy drama enough to have me reading the book over and over again for years. It had since become one of my favorite books.



Moors of Northern England. Photos from wikipedia.org.

Since reading this and Frances Hodgson Burnett's The Secret Garden, I would - from time to time - find my thoughts wandering off to the moors of Yorkshire where I would roam alone for hours, with only my thoughts to keep me company. As Mr. Lockwood would put it, "In all of England, I do not believe that I could have fixed on a situation so completely removed from the stir of society." It's funny how a place like this could be so miserable, cold, and harsh to most people yet so appealing to me. Not that I'm a loner or even a misanthropist. I just value peace and serenity. Living in big cities for most of your life does that to you, I guess.

I just recently saw the 1970 film adaptation of the book, with Timothy Dalton playing Healthcliff (yum!!) and Anna Calder-Marshall as Catherine. I was disappointed that it excluded the story of their children, which I think is a very important part of the story. It was a fairly good movie, however, and it brought me back to my fantasies of running wild in the moors, not having to worry about time and people and well, life...

My New Forever 21 Tights

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My Holiday Dress

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I was at H&M Topanga yesterday and to my delight, the cute Chinese girl behind the counter clued me in on the fact that some of their Holiday Collection pieces are already available at the store. Most of the pieces aren't as fabulous as I expected them to be but I did like some, more precisely the blue party dress that I have been fixated on for weeks. And of course, typical me, I can't stop thinking about it since I've seen and held it in my hands. So I expect another visit to the store soon...


Shop Tales of San Francisco

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When I was young, my mom used to wake us up at around 5am on Christmas Day so we can begin the traditional opening of gifts waiting under our fake Christmas tree (we were living in the tropics then thus the absence of real fir trees).

It's different now. Now, my family normally does not celebrate holidays. It's not like we do not believe in them anymore. We still do. It's just that my parents stopped caring about, well, tradition. They'd rather spend their money on stuff that they need and want rather than on Halloween costumes, Christmas decorations, a party for the New Year, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.

Instead, we started our own tradition. During the holidays, more often than not and if our schedules permit, we travel.

This Thanksgiving we spent up north in San Francisco. Traveling with family isn't always as much fun as when you're with friends but it was okay. We were all in dire need of a vacation, anyways. And we still had our traditional turkey, cranberry sauce, stuffings, mashed potatoes, pies, and wine.

Outfit: Gray Cardigan from H&M, Purple Plaid Skirt from Macy's, Black Tights from Hue, Black Bag from H&M, Bootie Pumps from Charlotte Russe

More important than Thanksgiving Day, however, is the day after Thanksgiving (Black Friday) when shops open as early as 12 midnight to offer us, the shop-crazed consumers, doorbuster (figuratively and literally) deals and dirt-cheap prices on the dresses or the pairs of shoes or the mp3 players we have laid in bed for hours longing for.

Fortunately, we were staying at the Hilton San Francisco on O'Farrell and Mason in downtown Frisco. Aside from the friendly and helpful staff and the fairly nice rooms, this hotel is about location, location, location!


Hilton San Francisco. Photo from hilton.com.

We were practically in the middle of Frisco's shopping district, what with H&M, Macy's, UO, Forever21, and Victoria's Secret a block or two away and Westfield San Francisco and the San Francisco Shopping Center on Market Street, just 15 minutes away on foot. Definitely a hotel to stay in when you're in the area.


Photo 1 Outfit: Plaid Shirt Dres from a vintage shop, Leggings from Hue, Pumps from Charlotte Russe
Photo 2 Outfit: Casual Black Dress from Billabong, Gray Cardi from H&M, Black Wool Coat from Victoria's Secret

Unfortunately for me, I was so tired from walking around San Francisco in heels the day before (I forgot to bring a more comfortable pair of shoes) and I had a bit of wine that night that I couldn't bring myself to get out of bed when H&M opened their doors at 12 midnight. Not surprisingly, the store was still full of people by the time I got there at around 7am. There wasn't much left that I liked but I did get this fabulous lace party dress for 20% less.

Pretty, Pretty Skirts

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Mini skirts worn high-waisted are what this fall season is all about. I'm pleased that LA has finally caught up with that fabulosity. Well, maybe there's a bit of cringing there also because EVERYBODY is wearing them. But nevermind that.

I was doing a little online browsing, like always, and found myself drooling at these pretties on topshop.com.


Weekenditis

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And More... I'm Feeling Rather Philosophical..

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happiness is a state of mind... it's not about what you have or who you're with or where you're at... it's about looking at things in a positive and unique perspective...

More Random Thoughts....

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most of the time, we are kinder to other people than to ourselves...

we spend our time trying to please people because we want to be accepted and we want to be loved, even under false pretenses... so we give them everything they want and we sacrifice what we want... more often than not, we say "yes" - even if we mean "no" and we end up detesting ourselves - because we want to be liked...

also, we beat ourselves up... how often do we hear ourselves saying stuff like "she always looks good in pictures and i always look ugly." or "i'm so stupid." or "i wish i could be as talented as her." it's no wonder a lot of people feel unhappy and it's no wonder a lot of people think they're not good enough for anything...

Top Dresses

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all i want for Christmas are these three Topshop dresses...